How far can you go before the world comes back?
I left the East Verde River just before sunset, climbing into the Mazatals with wet clothes cooling on my skin. Three thousand feet of elevation ahead, stretched together in fading light. A disco remix in my bone conduction headphones gave my legs a rhythm that overcame all resistance.
I filtered from seeps, from shallow puddles, from whatever the mountain offered. Moving from spring to spring like it was enough. It was enough.
Somewhere in there, my feet stopped hurting. New insoles, new socks, but it felt deeper than that. Like I’d stepped back into a version of myself I hadn’t been able to access anywhere else.
There was no noise out there. No friction. Just the trail unwinding ahead of me, and the steady sense that I wasn’t missing anything.
This is where I belong.
Morning came at Bear Spring, a few miles before the peak where I’d cowboy camped. I packed up early, moving light, moving fast. The weight on my back felt comfortable, not carried.
By the time I crested the high point, just over seven thousand feet, I felt like I could run forever. Twenty-nine miles to Sunflower didn’t feel like a limitation, more of a suggestion. The moon, nearly full, pulling me forward even in daylight.
Then the horses.
Not wild—too clean for that—but free enough. One stamped, snorted. I’d come up too fast. We stood there for a moment, both deciding.
I didn’t feel like a threat. I didn’t feel like anything at all except present.
The horse stepped forward. Let me touch its nose like we understood something without needing to name it. Let me pass.
And then, just like that, the world returned.
The trail narrowed. Dropped. Curved toward the low hum of engines I couldn’t see yet. Tires on asphalt. People moving somewhere with purpose, with timelines, with names for what they were doing.
I followed the dirt until it became concrete.
A tunnel beneath 87.
Standing there in the shade, listening to cars rush overhead, I realized how thin the boundary is.
Out there, it’s only you and what you carry.
In here, it’s everything else.
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